:: I Don't Write Enough ::

I normally write at night, using my lappy.  In a very loose clothes.  Where I can think of words to say loosely.  On my bed particularly, after all things are settled while listening to one particular music and the room temperature would be at around 21°, with a cup of tea and a bowl of cold cereal.  That'd be my reason if I allow my nutty brain runs the show. It has been running the show since last year that ended me up with few books I bought but never found time to read, including this one pretty thick Malay novel, which was a mistake.  A huge mistake.  But it was on Popular 25% sale.  I couldnt help.  Besides (this was my FB stats cuppla days back) happiness is the smell of a new book. 

So yeah back to my rationalizations, I'm just too lazy to blog of late.   Everything seems to fall into places.  The puzzles are fitting in just perfectly.  I write better when I'm upset.  Not that I haven't been upset since the last time I wrote (was September last year, its almost a year), I did get upset, especially every morning while driving Alyssa to school, with the influx of idiots on the road, for example this morning, there was this person on a Persona, I was on the farthest right lane, I already gave a signal to chip myself in to the left lane (I saw that personA on my rear mirror was quite far) the farthest left lane was empty.  No vehicle at all, this personA had to drive a bit fast just to not let me cut in in front.  He or she couldav just drove on the most left lane.  We can all be happy.  They just couldnt make any sense.  So I made a conclusion, half the drivers on the road were in the bottom half of those who did graduate from their driving lessons.  You can stop wondering how many times it took them to pass their road test. 

Again, back to my rationalizations,  the work is piling up.  I wanted to move out from the office (to be transferred) to another place but my application was rejected.  A little frustrated but suffice it to say there were a lot of politics/ red tape involved.  Being where I am right now, I should be grateful enough.  Its not easy for one to get a good job and good pay.  Not getting a lot but it's enough to support me and my kid. 

Alyssa's too taking much of my time.  She's now in her primary 3.  Has a lot of evidences to fill in.  Her homework everyday is outta this world.  My fault too.  I wanted her to go to a cluster school.  I got her out from a normal school to another school.  As you know clustering does not only filling in a classroom with a fraction of the student of highest performers in grades but also the ability to cope with other co-curriculum activities.   And she's keeping up with few now.  In order to make sure she's keeping up with stuffs, I gotta keep up with her stuffs as well.  So, yeah.

Nothing new in life.  I'm still the old me.  Doing the everyday routine.  I wake up every morning and be awesome.

I have so many reasons if I were to give one.

Not saying that I'm back for good.  I'm only saying that I purely miss blogging.