I've got the spelling correct.
Not a hotty but a haughty.
She quietly came into the office and look around like she's looking for someone and when I asked whom she's looking for she didn't even answered. I noticed that she was looking at me through the corner of her eyes. The peripheral thingy, you know. Like a side glance. A quick one. She didn't exactly move her eyes or head, but I could tell that she was calculating my move. With a straight face.
I looked at her every step. Waiting if she would answer. And she just walked past my room without turning her head to me let alone saying hi.
That was not the first time she did that to me.
Once, me and my colleague were standing right infront of the tennis court, we saw her walking towards us but she wasnt looking right at us. With her usual straight face. We waited for her to say hi but she did not. We were afraid to even move our lips. She made a straight face, what do you expect? After she passed, my colleague asked "what's up with her?" and I replied with a shrug. That was not the first time I shrugged everytime people ask me what's wrong with her. Seriously. It could probably damage my rotator cuff.
I have tried taking it positively, mind you, I did. I have thought that she might not see me. I have also thought that she might having a sprain in the neck that she could not turn around. I have thought maybe, just maybe, that I have wronged her, unintentionally. Well if it was the latter, I expect her to point it out, or else I would never know. Coz I too have my pride.
"You either say how you feel and fuck it up or say nothing and let it fuck you up instead."
Do you have any better idea than I go and ask her?