Tuesday, August 31, 2010

:: This Day - 5 Years Ago ::




Before I was a Mom,  I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts and my body.  I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside of my body,  I didn't know that having something so small could make me feel so important,  I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment, or the satisfaction.

I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.  I never sat up late hours of the night watching a baby sleep.  I never got up in the middle of the night to make sure everything was okay.

I didn't know how fun I could feel to feed a baby.  I never knew that something so small could effect my life so much,  I never knew that I could love someone this much,  I didn't know I was capable of having such feeling.

I'm blessed with an angel
Like heaven might send
And I call her Alyssa
My daughter and friend
Happy 5th birthday munchkin.


7 comments:

  1. That's so sweet, aunty Mila. :)

    Happy 5th birthday to your daughter!

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  2. Thank you uncle Deng & and you too uncle Pill ummm uncle Pusher...

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  3. happy belated birthday, kiddo!

    i bet there was a time ur mom told u everybody in Malaysia was doing a countdown for *u*.

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  4. and this makes me want to have kids too!

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