:: Shaking off the 'rust' ::

I'm deleting some people off of my list again. Well, that's not new though. I been accepting add ups from strangers… but of course, everyone started off from being a stranger but I been keeping people on my list for months without saying one single word to one another not even hello nor hi let alone the oohs and ahhs ….. and I do not know what was that for.

I rejected lotsa add up requests recently and yesterday I received two to which I checked up their page, they have nothing interesting on their page except a long list of girlfriends showing boobs. Now, I do not wish to be just an ornament on their list. The eye candy (not that I say I'm pretty). But why 'keeping' if u were just to hit up the number? Plus, I don't show my boobs so I guess its better if I pass.

The reason I'm keeping up with facebook and myspace, well make it two reasons, (besides I keeping intact with few friends from the states, they were the reason I started myspacing and facebooking), are simply because my passion towards writing. Not an intelligent write ups however, I can't disagree that I met few in here that wrote brilliantly. And another reason is that I purely like to read any readable stuff. Well okay I could always get readable stuff from other sources too, but knowing people that we know write stuff and we could in fact have a good vibrating thread of the write ups give me contentment. And each friend has their own articulation in writing. Imagine that 'audience' is someone intelligent who shares your passion for what you are writing about, but doesn't know the subject as well as you do. And the discussion could go on and on. Not that we write for financial gain.

Hmmm now I'm off the track.

I don't see any decent reason why someone would want to add me up without saying anything on my page. Not even a word of thanks for the add. I'd say its purely absurd. No doubt I do have few silent readers. I know they read my stuff and some commented it in private though not publicly. Knowing people read your stuff too gives you another pleasure even though they are not saying anything.

Yesterday after deleting one of them, I received a message saying 'so you kick me off of your list?'

I thought he wouldn't notice as he has so many on his list and he never say hello. Does myspace or facebook send us any notification after someone had deleted us off of their list ke??? Aiyahhh!!!

Should I be at guilt now?